upset ! ): why my live writer not working , so weird to blog from here. 
Anyway , am finally back
The past week wasnt a good one for me , we ended 091011 
on the 150712, merely 6 days after our 9th mth monthsary.
This is probably the biggest regret in my life. 
And I never should have even thought of breaking up with the one I loved the most . 
Im stupid like that...


Therefore , from today on , 
im going to start a new blog. 
till the day she returns to me (: 
http://waitingforyourreturn-091011.blogspot.sg/

illegai luhthegove yuhthegoo

I.FEEL.SO.PATHETIC

My 19th birthday was a BLAST ! (: Infact beyond blast. It’s the best birthday I had in 19 years really(: so happy T.T

It’s the first time in my life I’ve had so many surprises rolled out on me. I felt like I was gonna get a heart attack. It all started on the 7th. In the morning , I went to the tea ceremony for nita and james. Then went home to change and prepare to meet b @ Clarke Quay. That’s where everything started. She told me we were going to mhd sultan to look for Gabriel , whose birthday happened to be that day. So I obviously believed. She then brought me to Studio M , I was all ready to wish Gabriel who was ‘sleeping’ @ the top. But she suddenly gave me 3 roses and told me to go up. When I saw the bed I was like O: ! T.T ! (: ! super surprised ! here’s what she did for me…

How to not love right ! super touching. I almost cried. but I didn’t ! nyahahah ! after resting , we went for dinner @ Dempsey ! surprise #2. Dined at La Forketta , my spaghetti was gooooood ! This was before leaving for dinner ^^

Super yumyum ! hehehe , love it. Looking @ it makes me want more.

That’s me and her lousy photo-taking skillz –.- every time I haven prepare ,she snap already. zzz ! Then came surprise #3 …..

SEE!, get what I mean by her photo taking skills suck. zzz. haven even prepare finish ): boooo. lousy! yep I was surprised when the waiter brought the cake over(: touchedtouched. hehehe. then we took a slow walk down the hill. & bused back to Studio M . Successfully prevented her from taking cab. horrible.

went back to shower and rest for the night. Intended to bring crabs back to eat , unfortunately we were too full ><

Mad love the room!, I wanna go back ): hahah save $ save $ ! ^^

Woke up early for breakfast the next morning! Goodmorning ! (:

we wore bathroom slippers down for breakfast ! #likeaboss ^^ I think everyone was like O.o breakfast wasn’t too bad. I liked it ^^koped some yoghurt to bring back to the room.  

Here’s the yoghurt that I koped ^^ went back and napped then checked out @ 1pm ): I miss that place ! cabbed to town cus it started to rain. then we went to walk walk ^^

I enjoyed myself so much even tho it was just one day(: heheh bestbestbest. #tayjiasi;winner ! thank you for making it happen & you’re the best gift i’ve got. not the itouch (:

&also , thank you to the lady behind the scene…

JACQ! (: didn’t get to thank her f2f cus she left already when I arrived. Thank her for helping her burden bff do this surprise hahah. I actually think jacq did most of the preparation lor. tay jia si just sit there shake leg.

Ending off with the picture of my gift & letters from tayjiasi ^^

This is the 1st celebration I had, will continue with the rest in a separate post. THANK YOU BABY! (:

When I’ve nothing to do , I blog… hmm… School' has started. Don’t get why 2weeks of holidays can just pass without me knowing T.T The highlight of the holidays was the Genting trip tho (: Really enjoyed myself there. Now that school has started , it seems like I’ve lost the motivation to go to school >< I thought that after 2 weeks of break I’ll be ever ready for school. but am wrong T.T It’s getting worse , I don’t even feel like going for UT. cheh. And IIP’s coming up. Double sian . 

Today , partialled F&B then accompanied CAG to Jackson Square for her interview. Why I so nice T.T kkk , I must treasure before she decides to take flight. >< mmhmm… well well… Too many eyes here. Chef tomorrow ): Don’t want to gooooo. somemore open house. alamakkkk. shall end this post before I’m overwhelmed with thoughts. goodnight yall

 

It’s getting more and more often. I’m lost. Too soon. I hope 2011 will end well, even though it doesn’t seem like it anymore.

okay , time to prepare for HIS UT and worry about the interview @MBS later. No goodlucks , no we’ll be there. I’m on my own.

Macro-econs in the lecture room now ^^ love it when I can come for lessons in shorts + slippers + sitting on comfortable sofa-liked chairs and most importantly paying zero attention! (:

Its the second last week of school & am feeling all hyped up for the holidays already ! especially Genting with baby & huiting ^^ uh-uh. 19th-21st would be gooooood. Imma spam more photos there because my blog is becoming like a story book with no pictures. So boring –.- from being pictorial to being wordy. how nice.

Anyways , would be bringing the brother and the daughter out for a movie tonight ! (: like a family outing hahaha. interesting.

Now that i’ve got my pay in for last month , I think it’s time to splurge ! nyahahah.

On a big fat ass note…

ITS OUR 2nd MONTHSARY TODAY ! ^^ hehehe , fast or what. Time passes so fast when am with fatty. xoxo.

TIme to leave school for home to prepare ! ^^

(: sitting in RHC , waiting for my turn to be tested for checking in of guest. >< not feeling as nervous as this morning already. I don’t know why. Later go front desk and anyhow bomb only hehehe. Am craving for soup spoon now ): but my b don’t know how to appreciate it one ! so dumb tskkkk .

Anyways , went for dinner with b’s breastfriends last night @ AMK ^^ mmm . scary . like meet the parents >< lolz . bring xmm out for dinner D: however , the outcome was pretty much okay . (:

SITEX is here again. My canon ): lolol . irritating , I need a money tree. Oh talking about money. I’ve to pause GongCha soon T.T Intern starts in march >< chose MBS and Fairmont/Swiss. Scully both also cannot get in I will laugh . –.- Angry leh , why don’t we have JetQuay as our choice ):

2PM hands up asia tour last sat with Natalie ! <3 (: haven’t screamed my lungs out for a long time already. I think I miss chasing . ohmy. chaoahgua’s going to kill me . lolz. Chasing Beast for MAMA next week (: hehehe .chasing beast but the heart somewhere else la (: wait somebody angry LOLOL!